Dispatches From The Field

Since its beginning in May 2020, Rituals in the Making has developed in myriad ways, guided by the generosity of individuals and communities who have shared their experiences with death and mourning during the pandemic.

Here is a sampling of some of those conversations and observations from our fieldwork. They include excerpts from interviews, brief write-ups of events we attended and observed, as well as photo essays.

The Relentless Bully

Date Posted: March 23, 2026.

In the process of finding her voice as “a writer, observer, critical thinker, resister, and ally,” Dawn is continuing to evolve “as each new story finds its way into existence, continuously changing and transforming.”

At Naming the Lost Memorial, St. Mark’s in the Bowery

Date posted: November 16, 2025.

On November 2, 2025, a beautiful autumn afternoon in New York City, I attended the annual Día de Muertos ceremony sponsored by Mano o Mano, a New York City based Mexican cultural association. As part of this event, the COVID remembrance project, Naming the Lost Memorial, held its final presentation…

The Privilege of Hesitancy 

Date posted: August 4, 2025

On May 16, 2025, Hanaan Khabir interviewed Eddy (she/her) on her experiences working with unhoused populations during the official years of the pandemic (March 2020-May 2023). She currently works as the director of a university-based organization that supports survivors of sexual violence, intimate-partner violence, and stalking. Before becoming director, she…

The Fabulous Fifth Floor

Date Posted: June 13, 2025.

When I sat down to interview Dene Garbow, I was surprised to discover that she had started the building museum gift shop in the 1980s. Dene has been living in a newly renovated apartment at Ingleside, a retirement community in northwest Washington, DC, since early 2020. My job was…

From World War II to Covid-19

Date Posted: June 13, 2025

For Page Hawk, 2020 began like any other year, with the exception, she told me, “of massive construction at Ingleside and the rapid spread of COVID-19.” Hawk spent the majority of her life in Washington, DC. She described her decision to move into independent living at Ingleside as a practical…

LouVax, Four Years Later

Date posted: Abril 16, 2025

From January to late April 2021, the city of Louisville, Kentucky ran an elaborately coordinated COVID-19 vaccination site at Broadbent Arena within the Louisville Exposition Center grounds. The clinic administered over 100,000 shots and employed volunteers who put in over 76,000 hours.

Grief, Art, and the Pandemic: My Months in Mexico

Date Posted: May 4, 2025

As I traveled through Mexico, I became deeply interested in how often I encountered themes of death and grief within Mexican art. I visited Frida Kahlo’s historic Casa Azul and discovered that in her still life paintings, she hinted at deeper themes of death and pain. I toured the Casa…

Book Recommendation: COVID Chronicles  

Date Posted: Jan 2, 2025.

Recently, I picked up the graphic novel COVID Chronicles: A Comics Anthology by various comic artists, who all experienced the COVID-19 pandemic lockdown differently [as we all did]. Grief, anxiety, hope, community, anger, frustration, love, care, creativity, politics, and despair are all themes touched upon through art in this…

Transience: Reading Freud Before and During the Pandemic

Date posted: December 14, 2024

Lear tells us that he read “On Transience” differently before and during the pandemic. Before the pandemic, he considered it merely a poignant meditation on ephemeral beauty, and the imagined losses of the impending war. After the pandemic, he read it as an allegory of Freud’s own process of mourning.

A Present Absence

Date Posted: OCT 1, 2024

Three years after In America: Remember installation was dismantled, Suzanne and her team of volunteers returned to the Mall for two days (September 21 and 22, 2024) to write down their memories of the installation and record oral histories.

Because You Have Already Buried Your Dead 

Date Posted: August 2, 2024

Elsa Maldonado’s quest to bury her mother reveals the human cost of institutional failures during Ecuador’s COVID-19 crisis. Her story of dual loss – a misplaced body and unidentified ashes – exposes the struggle for dignity in death amidst overwhelming casualties.

When One Cannot Sit Shiva

DATE POSTED: February 26, 2021.

When we spoke to Emma, a 27 year-old social work student in Manhattan, she was still feeling overwhelmed by the deaths of her two grandfathers, Bob and Marty. She was also overwhelmed by the rules Jewish funerals necessitated.